Tales from Upriver and Chinatown

Twitter Noob

2011-09-21T18:03:00.004+08:00

Well, just a light post..

I gave twitter a try before and never hooked on.. Today I gave it a try again and I seem to be getting it a little.. Even got a reply from one of my friends.. Yay!

Yes people.. I'm a twitter noob.. Took me 2 years to figure something out and show progress.. *sigh*

HAHAHA...

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to entertaining moments in life.. Cheers!

A lil' absence makes the heart go yonder...

2011-05-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

Right.. In regards to the title.. Nothing of relation actually..

Just wanted to use it.. :D heeee!~

Well, just dropping a note, cause I noticed that in April I really got the ball rolling on blog posts and I suddenly disappeared for May.. for a very simple reason.. I have 2 big exams to prepare for and at this point in time, one is over and one is coming up this weekend.. *shudder*.. In between these 2 exams, I have school exams to prepare for and also TONS of paper to mark..

Let me boil it down for you.. I teach Biology right? 2 form 5 classes, 2 form 4 classes... Which makes it (Form 5 x 3 papers) + (Form 4 x 2 papers) = 6 + 4 = 10 classes worth of papers to mark... Lets call them 10 stacks...

On top of that, I'm also teaching Bible Knowledge Form 4 & 5.. = 2 stacks..

Therefore 10 stacks + 2 stacks = 12 stacks... So all this marking on top of my studying has taken a toll on my blogging frequency :D.. But fret not readers.. I'll be back with a vengence.. when I can actually find the time... Hahaha.. =)

Well the good news is.. I've completed 4 stacks.. and 4 are halfway done.. but 4 left untouched.. Yipee Yay!! *clap clap clap*

Alrights.. better get back to marking!! Cheerios!

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all you teachers in the same boat.. Let us carry this burden together... Cheers!!

How Great Thou Art...

2011-04-27T22:20:00.001+08:00

Saw this from Yahoo! News...

Heavenly Father,

How Great Thou Art, How Great Thou Art...

Amen.

There. nuff' said.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to everyone. How Great indeed is the Lord Almighty..

Good Friday: The bleeding hands and feet...

2011-04-21T19:54:00.001+08:00

Passage Taken from Matthew 27:

Jesus Before Pilate

¹¹ Meanwhile Jesus stood before the governor, and the governor asked him, “Are you the king of the Jews?”

“You have said so,” Jesus replied.

¹² When he was accused by the chief priests and the elders, he gave no answer. ¹³ Then Pilate asked him, “Don’t you hear the testimony they are bringing against you?” ¹⁴ But Jesus made no reply, not even to a single charge—to the great amazement of the governor.

¹⁵ Now it was the governor’s custom at the festival to release a prisoner chosen by the crowd. ¹⁶At that time they had a well-known prisoner whose name was Jesus^[b] Barabbas. ¹⁷ So when the crowd had gathered, Pilate asked them, “Which one do you want me to release to you: Jesus Barabbas, or Jesus who is called the Messiah?” ¹⁸ For he knew it was out of self-interest that they had handed Jesus over to him.

¹⁹ While Pilate was sitting on the judge’s seat, his wife sent him this message: “Don’t have anything to do with that innocent man, for I have suffered a great deal today in a dream because of him.”

²⁰ But the chief priests and the elders persuaded the crowd to ask for Barabbas and to have Jesus executed.

²¹ “Which of the two do you want me to release to you?” asked the governor.

“Barabbas,” they answered.

²² “What shall I do, then, with Jesus who is called the Messiah?” Pilate asked.

They all answered, “Crucify him!”

²³ “Why? What crime has he committed?” asked Pilate.

But they shouted all the louder, “Crucify him!”

²⁴ When Pilate saw that he was getting nowhere, but that instead an uproar was starting, he took water and washed his hands in front of the crowd. “I am innocent of this man’s blood,” he said. “It is your responsibility!”

²⁵ All the people answered, “His blood is on us and on our children!”

²⁶ Then he released Barabbas to them. But he had Jesus flogged, and handed him over to be crucified.

The Soldiers Mock Jesus

²⁷ Then the governor’s soldiers took Jesus into the Praetorium and gathered the whole company of soldiers around him. ²⁸They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him, ²⁹ and then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head. They put a staff in his right hand. Then they knelt in front of him and mocked him. “Hail, king of the Jews!” they said. ³⁰ They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the head again and again. ³¹ After they had mocked him, they took off the robe and put his own clothes on him. Then they led him away to crucify him.

The Crucifixion of Jesus

³² As they were going out, they met a man from Cyrene, named Simon, and they forced him to carry the cross. ³³ They came to a place called Golgotha (which means “the place of the skull”). ³⁴ There they offered Jesus wine to drink, mixed with gall; but after tasting it, he refused to drink it. ³⁵ When they had crucified him, they divided up his clothes by casting lots. ³⁶ And sitting down, they kept watch over him there. ³⁷ Above his head they placed the written charge against him: THIS IS JESUS, THE KING OF THE JEWS.

³⁸ Two rebels were crucified with him, one on his right and one on his left. ³⁹ Those who passed by hurled insults at him, shaking their heads ⁴⁰ and saying, “You who are going to destroy the temple and build it in three days, save yourself! Come down from the cross, if you are the Son of God!” ⁴¹ In the same way the chief priests, the teachers of the law and the elders mocked him. ⁴² “He saved others,” they said, “but he can’t save himself! He’s the king of Israel! Let him come down now from the cross, and we will believe in him. ⁴³ He trusts in God. Let God rescue him now if he wants him, for he said, ‘I am the Son of God.’” ⁴⁴ In the same way the rebels who were crucified with him also heaped insults on him.

The Death of Jesus

⁴⁵ From noon until three in the afternoon darkness came over all the land. ⁴⁶ About three in the afternoon Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eli, Eli,^[c] lema sabachthani?” (which means “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”).^[d]

⁴⁷ When some of those standing there heard this, they said, “He’s calling Elijah.”

⁴⁸ Immediately one of them ran and got a sponge. He filled it with wine vinegar, put it on a staff, and offered it to Jesus to drink. ⁴⁹ The rest said, “Now leave him alone. Let’s see if Elijah comes to save him.”

⁵⁰ And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit.

⁵¹ At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook, the rocks split ⁵² and the tombs broke open. The bodies of many holy people who had died were raised to life. ⁵³ They came out of the tombs after Jesus’ resurrection and^[e] went into the holy city and appeared to many people.

⁵⁴ When the centurion and those with him who were guarding Jesus saw the earthquake and all that had happened, they were terrified, and exclaimed, “Surely he was the Son of God!”

⁵⁵ Many women were there, watching from a distance. They had followed Jesus from Galilee to care for his needs. ⁵⁶ Among them were Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James and Joseph,^[f] and the mother of Zebedee’s sons.

THANK YOU, JESUS for your love for me.

When I Fall in Love...

2011-04-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

I was having a swim this evening (a very much needed swim.. hehe).. Anyway, as I was swimming, the waterpark was blasting songs with their new sound system. One of the songs played was an instrumental version of Nat King Cole's ~ "When I Fall in Love".

Hearing that put me in such a sentimental mood (jiwang lah tu..) and to top it off, one of my dearest friend is tying the knot in 3 days time.. !!!!!! (So exuberantly excited!!)

So just for kicks, here's the video from Youtube that I'm currently listening to over and over again.

That's it for now,

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all the brides-to-be.. Cheers!!

Sarawak State Elections 2011

2011-04-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

Its a historical time. One of the hottest election ever. Highest ever registered number of new voters. I've done my part. Cast my "X".

How bout' you?

Its so interesting to see many of the younger generation really concerned of their state. So much so that even those who are still under-age are also having their say in this. Just take a look around facebook. Everyone has something to say. But ONE comment caught my eye. It was of a 17 year old girl that posted this song and prayed the best for her city..

Here it is readers: -

God of this City (by Chris Tomlin)

You're the God of this city

You're the King of these people

You're the Lord of this nation

You are

You're the Light in this darkness

You're the Hope to the hopeless

You're the Peace to the restless

You are

There is no one like our God

Chorus:

For greater things have yet to come

Greater things are still to be done

In this City

Greater things have yet to come

Greater things are still to be done

Here

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Lord, let your will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven...

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all those voting for the first time like me!! Cheers!!

Courtship?

2011-04-12T06:59:00.002+08:00

How do I love Thee

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight

For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.

I love thee too the level of every day's

Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight

I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;

I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.

I love with a passion put to use

In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.

I love thee with a love I seemed to lose

With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,

Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,

I shall but love thee better after death

~ Elizabeth Barrett Browning ~

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A student of mine yesterday randomly asked me a question.

"Teacher, are you ready to court?"

Wow.. straight out. No filtration. No easing of words into the topic. Dead straight to the point. How was I going to answer this? Am I of age to court?

To answer honestly.. If you go by "natural order of the earth" (well I've always wanted to use this phrase..hehe) at my age right now, I should be having my first child or at least getting married. But here I am, OF AGE, but never been in a relationship. Am I ready to court?

I still stand true to my belief that I will not get into a relationship that does not have marriage as a goal. And the longer this prolongs, the more I do question myself, "Am I born to lead a life of celibacy?" I mean, celibacy isn't THAT bad. There are many beautiful, strong, courages women of God that has lived a single life and done many things for God's Glory.. And sometimes I do aspire to have that kind of impact on the world. But... there is another side of me that just wants to nurture and build lives and impact them in their individual lives. In case that didn't make sense, I'll get straight to the point. I want to be a wife and mother. I also want companionship. To build a relationship of love in this small unit of life called a FAMILY.

With all that being said, should I start getting desperate and throw myself at any guy that comes my way?! Should I start flirting with random guys whom I think fits my physical requirements?! Should I start chatting up (or email or facebook) long lost guy friends whom I know are still single so that I can widen my pool of choice (come on la.. I chat with them doesn't mean they want to chat with me mah..who am I kidding)?! Should I?

Obviously my answer would be NO. I do believe there is the right someone for me out there. And he's looking for me. And I do believe that God will bring him to me when the time is right. But until that time comes, I have to prepare myself to be better and I believe God is shaping me to be that person. What if that person doesn't exist? Then I pray that God will give me the grace to accept that..

Now that all is mentioned, the very same question comes to mind again:

"Am I ready to court?"

"Why, its elementary my dear Watson, elementary"...

YES.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to those who are having the same dilemma as I am. Cheers!

Gentle Reminder.....

2011-04-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

Today is church day!! Yay!!

The sermon was wonderfully shared and focused on Nehemiah Chapter 6 where my church pastor preached about guarding our personal walls. One of the phrases mentioned really struck me which goes:

We must NEVER take our eyes off God and think that we can do it on our own. Then our walls will begin to crack (referring to the walls of Jerusalem that were taken over by the Babylonians)

Pastor went on to remind us that we should always REMEMBER GOD for he has been our help which immediately reminded me of my previous post where I mentioned that if we remember God is bigger than our problem, we are comforted.

Lord Jesus,
Forgive me for my lack of faith in you lately. Thank you for your faithfulness in carrying me through each day. Lord I want to continue to learn to put my faith in you, to trust you. Teach me, mold me. Make me more like you.

Amen.

The youth sang a song that speaks of the same message too.. I guess I really need to be reminded of the awesomeness of God.. Here its is..

THROUGH IT ALL

You are forever in my life

You see me through the seasons

Cover me with Your hands

And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You

And I wait on You

Chorus:

I sing to You, Lord

A hymn of love

For your faithfulness to me

I'm carried in everlasting arms

You'll never let me go

Through it all

Bridge:

Hallelujah (4x)

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to those of you who needs a little EXTRA reminder like me.. God Bless!!!

A new leaf?

2011-04-09T23:58:00.003+08:00

Regarding the title.. Why do we always say "turn over a new leaf"?? I mean when you turn over a leaf.. it just DOESN'T become new.. hmmm..

Right. To post proper...

In light of my post before this, I need to address a few matters..

I know my post was very impulsive and reactive BUT, I do not regret it for I am but only human and no one was harmed (except probably for my ego..). Anyway, I had Bible Study for homegroup and we covered Nehemiah Chapter 4. From that chapter, the verse that popped up to me was

After I look things over, I stood up and said to the nobles, the officials and the rest of the people, "Don't be afraid of them. Remember the Lord, who is great and awesome, and fight for your brothers, your sons and your daughters, your wives and your homes." (Neh 4:14)

Upon reaching this section of the passage for discussion, the Bible study leader commented something that struck me hard. And it sobered me from my anger over the previous post. This was he commented.

"When you see that God is bigger than your problems, you are comforted."

Immediately my brain went "Wow.. Okay God, I get it.. I'm sorry... I should be better than this.. I'll power through the storm because you indeed are greater than my problem" It was a lesson learnt and I promise myself to be a little more accepting although personally I still think that the job distribution is a little unfair on my part.

But hey, I guess if it doesn't break you, it MAKES you... and I have much to be thankful for that. Hence my title.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all who have experienced God knocking ever so gently on the door to remind us of HOW GREAT HE IS...

Tired..

2011-04-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I received a new duty roster.

The worst thing is that its a new duty for me. So I now have to add on MORE work to my ever growing pile of work. Its just plain RIDICULOUS. There are so many other teachers that CAN be used for that duty and are MUCH MUCH more free (have less duties to hold) than me (and even have less teaching periods).

How am I going to be a good teacher and influence the students if more and more jobs keep coming my way and I have end up spreading myself TOO THIN (well weight and size is a different matter all together)??!! I made a promise to give the best to my students when I first joined the teaching force.

BUT...

How am I suppose to fulfill that promise if every time there is something new to do I'm thrown the duty?? Its really not fair. I know I'm suppose to rise and be the better person and accept it gracefully and be the nice person here. But... Right now steaming ears and pounding heartbeats infest my body to the point that I need to release them before I burst inside.

Argh!!!

I'm SOOOOOO angry!!! (and I bet you all can tell that by the way I'm writing this post)

Ciao.

p.s.: If only solving this problem was as easy as just telling people to "get lost"!

Features: Poem

2011-03-21T13:24:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all!

As you can read below, our church camp just ended and many were moved by the experience. Anyway, one of those impacted by it was a youth member and she wrote a poem from it. Although simple, the words moved me and I would like to share it here with you all (yes, I have asked for her permission =D )

Here it is: -

I Need You, O Lord

Release me, O Lord,

From the sins of this world,

Let me in your fortress,

May Your power upon me be hurled

Speak to me, O Lord,

I yearn for Your voice,

Your words are like water,

With them I live, I rejoice.

Touch me, O Lord,

With Your everlasting love,

To the end of my days,

It's You I want to serve.

Fill me, O Lord,

With Your wondrous Spirit,

Lead me and guide me,

Day by day, bit by bit.

Overpower me, O Lord,

With your endless grace,

Against the Evil one,

Help me win this race.

I need You, O Lord,

Bestow your favour,

Reign in my life,

Forever and ever.

Beautiful right?? :) I'm so impressed with what she's written here and she's still SO Young!! Euffie dear, you've got an amazing talent for writing poems. Don't ever loose the passion. Love ya!

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all the poets and aspiring poets out there! Cheers!!

Fear God

2011-03-14T13:36:00.000+08:00

My church just finished our Church camp on Sunday. It was an incredible experience. There were many who personally encountered God and others who were challenged to rise up to the occasion. I personally was one of those who were challenged but at the same time received affirmation of the decisions that I'm making. As for the details, I would rather keep them to myself for now as I continue to seek God with my direction in life. But one thing that I want to share on is the theme of the camp which is "Fear God".

I was reading my daily devotion book and (yes, I'm still in the book of Job) came upon the passage that amazingly talks about the greatness of God and how he is to be revered! Many times we the human race forgets that God is Almighty and Powerful. That He is the Supreme God that created us and can destroy nations if need be (Think about earthquakes, tsunamis, tornadoes, hurricanes, etc.). Yes, don't get me wrong. God IS our friend, our Father, and loves us dearly but many forget that God is also the ALL Powerful God that reigns from the heavens above.

Here is the passage from Job that is so appropriately fitted into the theme of the camp.

"Listen! Listen to the roar of his voice,

to the rumbling that comes from his mouth.

He unleashes his lightning beneath the whole heaven

and sends it to the ends of the earth.

After that comes the sound of his roar;

he thunders with his majestic voice.

When his voice resounds,

he holds nothing back.

God's voice thunders in marvelous ways;

he does great things beyond out understanding.

He says to the snow, 'Fall on the earth,'

and to the rain shower, 'Be a mighty downpour.'

So that all men he has made may know his work,

he stops every man from his labor.

The animal take cover;

they remain in their dens.

The tempest comes out from its chamber,

the cold from the driving winds.

The breath of God produces ice,

and the broad waters become frozen.

He loads the clouds with moisture;

he scatters his lightning through them.

At his direction they swirl around

over the face of the whole wrath

to do whatever he commands them.

He brings the clouds to punish men,

or to water his earth and show his love.

Great indeed is the Lord. Amen.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all who attended the church camp with me.. Cheers!!

Broadway: Run Away with me

2011-03-07T00:23:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I run across random videos or songs that I really like and here is one of them. The song is titled; "Run Away with me" and is sung by Aaron Tveit. Enjoy!!

This guy singing actually guest starred in Ugly Betty season 4. Never thought then that he could sing so well. And also, after reading his biodata, he actually auditioned for the part of Finn on Glee.. Not bad... :)

Alright.. enough from me for now,

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to random video's on Youtube... you make me happy..Weee!!!

The most typical face on the planet

2011-03-06T19:24:00.001+08:00

I thought this to be quite interesting :).. Have a great read y'all!

From National Geographic:

In a world of 7 billion people

who is the most typical?

the world's most typical person

is right handed

makes less than $12,000 a year

has a cell phone

but not a bank account (less than 25% of us do)

so what does he look like?

The world's most typical person is male

males outnumber females (but just barely)

the median age of the world's population is 28

the largest ethnic group is han chinese

based on these traits

the

most

typical

person

a 28 year old han chinese man

there are over 9,000,000 of them

researches averaged 190,000 of their photos

to create a composite image

Ah... but he won't be typical for long!

by 2030, that person will come from India!!

Haha!! Quite interesting eh! there is actually more to the video feed on the website which I've linked to the title. If you have time, have a go at it.

That's all for now!

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to us and out individualities! Cheers!

My Redeemer Lives

2011-03-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Am doing a devotion series that currently covers the book of Job and was struck by this passage:

"Oh, that my words were recorded,

that they were written on a scroll,

that they were inscribed with an iron tool on lead,

or engraved in rock forever!

I know that my Redeemer lives,

and that in the end he will stand upon the earth.

And after my skin has been destroyed,

yet in my flesh I will see God;

I myself will see him

with my own eyes - I, and not another.

How my heart yearns within me!"

Job 19 : 23 - 27

How amazing to read the poetic scriptures as said aloud by Job! That thousands of years before the coming of Jesus as the Messiah, Job already foresaw it and declared of the Redeemer that lives, who is also our witness and advocate in heaven, and who is our intercessor where "on behalf of a man he pleads with God as a man pleads for his friend.(Job 16 : 21)" Amazing.....

Reading this passage reminded me of a song by Eugene Greco (made famous by Marty Nystrom):

My Redeemer lives,
and I will see his glory
as he works all things together for my good -
whatever things occur, of this I can be sure:
I know my Redeemer lives.

Even though I walk through the valley,
I will fear no evil,
he is with me;
and on the battlefield, although the pain is real,
my struggles soon will fade
as his glory is revealed.

Eugene Greco
(C) 1995 His Banner Publishing

Here's a video of the song (not original). Its not the best version of it but its the only one I could find in Youtube.

And while we're on the topic of My Redeemer Lives, here's another song with the same title sung by Nicole C. Mullen. The song is "attached" to an inspirational video of the famous father son team called Team Hoyt. Very inspiring indeed...

That's all from me for now.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to those who are reading the book of Job (and have read it before...) Cheers!

To my future daughter...

2011-03-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

I joined an abstinence course a few years back and one of the activities that they made us do is to write a letter to our unborn child.

So I decided to write to my future daughter :) I came across the letter that I wrote tucked in my desk drawer while cleaning it and wanted to share it with you all.. So here it is:

My dear daughter,

   I am now at a time in life where I'm being challenged to hold on to the truth. The truth of my values and beliefs as a woman. My dear girl, the truth of the matter is that you are more precious than you can ever imagine. The fact that you exist shows how important you are.
   As you now begin to embark on a journey of discovering who you are, let me tell you that when it comes to the matters of love, waiting for the right person is the best. Just as your grandmother waited for your grandfather and I, now waiting, for your father, I pray that you too will wait patiently for God to provide you your love.
   Be wise too when in a relationship. Save yourself for your marriage. The first time should be the most special, where you give your virginity to only one person. Your husband. Refuse all offers from men who do not respect you as a woman. Do not compromise your dignity but instead be proud of it.
   Always know that I LOVE YOU. DEARLY. DEEPLY. WHOLLY.

Love,

Your mother.

That's all for now.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to my future child, I love you. And to my future husband, I'll be waiting ;)

Of little things in life..

2011-02-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

:)

That emoticon pretty much sums up my day.

Today, I was witness to the power of friendship and love. A big statement for sure.. and bound to pound on the curiosity of the reader I bet *wink*

But the act to that claim was something simply.. ORDINARY.. yet to see it happen is RARE..

I was on the way to prepare for class today (Biology Lab to be exact) when I saw these group of students from 4S3 at the other end of the lab building. They were a group of girls waiting at the ground floor end of the stairs. The girls were surrounding their wheelchair bound friend and were waiting for the boys in their class to arrive.

The girl in the wheelchair was all smiles knowing that she had friends around her. She chit-chatted with them and I notice that the friends were carrying the girl's books for her.

Finally the boys arrived (more like an army of boys.. hehe) and the girls went on ahead to the lab while now the group of boys surrounded her at all sides. AND as if it was so effortless, they carried her up the stairs (while she was still in the wheelchair!!) working together as a team. The boys who weren't carrying her directly formed a "cushion barrier" behind as support and in about one minute, they finished the task of carrying her to the lab.

Not once during that whole time did I see any one of them complain or show sour/long faces. My heart was deeply touched and at that moment I was so proud to be their teacher.

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It so amazing how the good Lord shows me little gestures in life and remind me of the hope there is in a friendship.

Who says little things in life don't count?? :')

"Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good. His love endures forever." ~Psalm 136:1~

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to those who have been witnesses of little miracles in life..

Life's Short...

2011-01-12T21:32:00.001+08:00

Last year, my school was shaken with the demise of 2 of our students. One in Form 5 and one in Form 4. As to how they passed on, I choose not to dwell and respect their families.

Why bring up the past when clearly its time to move on in this new year?

Today, on the birthday of my late father, my school is once again rocked with the news of one of my student in the I.C.U... A very sudden event that leaves students stunned to silence while others heartbroken. All this is evident on her facebook page. On Friday, the girl was fine and still her jovial self. She even met with the principal to ask for a change in class. But over the weekend she contracted an infection in the brain and went into high fever. Her family brought her immediately to the hospital and went in for brain surgery. So far there is slight hope, as news of her although still unconscious, is responding slightly. The next few days are really critical as to whether she makes a full recovery or remains brain damaged.

Hope is always there because God is the God of miracles. (Lord, please remember the prayers of all those who are praying for her.)

Lena, here's to you. I pray that the Lord Almighty will heal you and you'll get well and live a long life ahead of you. One that is bright and filled with joy!!

Ciao.

Nothing other than best

2011-01-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

I once watched an advertisement regarding a fashion reality show and the one line that got me was:-

"The biggest enemy of "BEST" is "GOOD"."

How true. The biggest enemy of 'best' is not 'worst' but 'good'... Just mediocre.. just enough to get by..

So the question now is; "Why settle for good when you can be the best??" When reflecting on this sentence in my life, many thoughts come through my head. Am I at my fullest potential now? Is this what I want to do for the rest of my life? 32 more years to retirement.. is this what I want to settle for??

Going through THE induction course a few weeks back really made me think properly. Do I see myself staying in school teaching Biology for the rest of my career?? Don't get me wrong. I LOVE teaching.. Let me stress it again. L.O.V.E. Teaching

Its just that for those of you who have known me my whole life, my passion is in music.. In the arts.. I get by in science subjects achieving pleasing results when I need to. Basically just being 'good' in it. But when anything music comes up or even in any form of art (theater, musical, poetry, painting, sculpting, dancing, etc.) I believe the right expression to use is "shine".

Yes. I shine. I feel my eyes light up when I scan through music sheets. When I attend the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra (MPO) I close my eyes and imagine myself dancing along with the notes of the music. I hear the rise and fall of the piece, the pain and joy of the composer, the anger and peace of the music. And when I'm in the arts, I'm at my BEST. Its my passion.

So where does this leave me?

Do I;

- stay on for 32 years teaching Biology. Getting by with being GOOD and slightly above average in life?

- chase my dream, take the plunge, and be the BEST I can ever be, reaching my fullest potential?

Yes, the choice is mine. BUT, do I have the guts to go beyond settling with what I have? Do I go for nothing other than BEST??

Lord, I need your wisdom now more than ever.

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to those who are at their fullest potential. Keep the fire burning!

p.p.s: Even if we do settle for good, does not mean we only give good. The best should always be given in all situations. Cheers!

The Future...

2010-12-29T08:26:00.001+08:00

In this one week, no less then 3 people have asked me (talk about coincidence!!) about furthering my studies in Masters Degree. I've personally been avoiding this question hoping that I do not have to study anymore... (I kinda feel lazy..)

But I believe its the right step for me if I were to continue on in my career and develop myself. Question now is..

WHERE??
WHEN??
WHAT??

Argh... Have been searching high and low for courses through the net... Some that spark interest. Others that just makes me want to think twice about what I'm doing...

At the crossroads here... Really do not know what and how..

Lord, give me wisdom.

Ciao.

p/s: Here's to those who are taking their Masters or are considering it

Princess (by Matthew Robinson)

2010-12-19T13:00:00.000+08:00

This song found on Youtube is a treasure indeed :)

Ally, found a counterpart video named "Boyband" by the same writer and I had a field time laughing.. (If you want to see just search the name and the artist in Youtube.

But the song that I want to draw your attention to is the one entitled princess. Very fun to watch and animated as well. And the words.... PRICELESS..

Basically, this song is a summary of my childhood. Here it is:-

PRINCESS ~ by Matthew Robinson

Ever since I was the age of 5

I've had a quiet dream

That a man of worth on a great white stead

Would come and rescue me

See I wasn't under privileged

My family was always with me

But instead of watching Sesame Street

I had what some may call,

A small obsessive urge for Disney

Now please understand

A magic carpet and a lamp

Are accessories to treasure indeed

So if you happen to find

Aladdin's search of divine

Pass his number on to me

I think he lost mine

If I met a beast

A hairy laud to say the least

Whose inner beauty made up for the smell

Would it be too much for me

To get his dancing rockery

And have him turn out HOT as well

Its only fitting

Would it be so unconventional

To want life to be two dimensional

Its not erotic, its melodic, it’s a state of mind.

If I met a king who was a lion who could sing

I might try to wet his appetite

And with a crown on his head

And his lioness in bed

He'd feel the love tonight

Once we were married

I could be a little mermaid in the sea

And a have a daddy with a trident in hand

And I could get the man,

Sell my soul and wreck the land

He still would understand

Its only justice

Life would be so less deflated

If it were a little more animated

I'll get my happy, get my sappy

Any day of the week

Disney princess always gets the pretty songs to sing

And all I'm asking for is the kind of love that's worth key changing

One girl left a slipper on a step

And a prince came running effortlessly

But I could set glue, and leave a business card or two

He still would not find me

It isn't funny!

But I can wait!

Even princess can relate

I'm sure he's running to me desperately

Till he arrives, I'll get my Disney from the store

Unwrap a box and spread them on the floor

And pray to Walt that if won't be long before

A brand new Hercules, hits the screen!!

Now, the lyrics posted my not be very accurate as it is based on my listening. Anyway, after listening to this song over and over again, it totally gave me the "Disney" urge and I actually watched Sleeping Beauty (yes the cartoon) on Youtube... The whole thing!! hehehe..

Okay.. Here's the video for those of you curious enough to watch.

P.s.: Here's to all our fun filled childhood. Never forget it.. Cheers!!

Allygator (via Phoebe Simon)

2010-12-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

Recently, one of my youth members took a big step in life where she migrated with her mum to Down Under. It was a whirlwind of farewells (practically almost everyday) left and right, front and back, up and down (okay okay... you get the idea)..

Anyway, Ally, I'll miss you sooooooo much and I know many friends that you've made along the years will miss you too.

Another one of my youth members wrote a poem for her and I thought it very appropriate to share it here with you all (yes, I have asked for permission). So here it is:-

Later, Allygator (by Phoebe Simon)

It was just in time,

that a year ago, I came to meet sunshine.

She was the brightest thing ever,

A girl who moves mountains with her prayers.

There's a skill she perfected,

She puts smiles on everyone she affected.

There's something about that bubbly nature of hers,

It's a known fact, Ally's highly infectious!

I'm sure you know by now,

That I havent had enough of you,

Your bright light and oh wow,

Your funny language too.

But now off you go,

To the land down under,

Oh love, dont you know?

It's the right place for my allygator.

But please, dont you dare,

Look back and start to tear,

I know it's a different jungle out there,

Just remember, He'll never leave you astray.

Now look out, world,

So amazed you'll be,

To see what you're about to see,

Because here's a girl with a ton of strength,

Our sweetest little Ally Eng.

So here's to you dearest Ally. Make the best of your stay there in Australia. I'm sure I speak on behalf of all that we'll be looking forward to your coming back HOME...

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all who are missing loved ones abroad. Cheers.

For Chabo dearest...

2010-11-14T17:16:00.001+08:00

For dearest friend who turns 27.. (that's one cool number yo....)

Today someone climbs a year,

And sets her life in gear,

My dearest dearest friend, do not fear,

For here I'm going to make it clear:

Your friendship to me is just so priceless,

My love for you is just endless,

Even if your looks and (*ahem*) body make me "jealous",

Christine dear, you are still so precious.

What I'm really trying to say is,

A very blessed birthday sis,

Have fun today, I beg you please

And now, from me to you, a birthday kiss!

MUAHKS!!

Love ya babes!! Happy birthday!!

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all turning 27 or have turned 27.. I'll be catching up soon!! ;) Cheers

Countdown begins...

2010-11-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

The last of exams in school is over and I've also finished my marking as of today!!! YAY!!! :)

Now its just the countdown to the holidays... Woot!!! 9 more days!!

Hmm... if only my induction letter would just come.. Then all will be perfect..

Faster liaw....

Ciao.

p.s.: Here's to all other soon-to-be induction goers... Cheers!!

Movies Movies Movies...

2010-11-08T19:27:00.001+08:00

Alright!! I have 3 on my list of must see movies!!

No.1

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

No.2

YOU AGAIN

No.3

TAKERS

Anyone up for it?? Let me know!!

Ciao.

p.s: Here's to all the movie-goers... ENJOY!! :)

Impromptu fun!

2010-11-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

Was at choir, saw my mum talking to An.Karen Rose..

They shared a moment.. and laughed.. and my heart was moved.. I immediately went over and asked them to join us for dinner.. She said yes.. :)

Dinner at venue was awesome!! (Saw other church members there too!!) A visit to Starbucks sealed the deal! (Caleb = Dark Mocha)

"tapau-ed" the coffee, went back home and had Wii session... INSANE!! I nearly beat "Special Child" in baseball!! Hahaha... but it was an awesome night.. Totally unplanned and spontaneous..

Sometimes life needs a little jolt. Thank you God...

ciao.

p.s. Here's to the Roses.. You guys are awesome...

Enough...

2010-11-06T12:36:00.002+08:00

I'm just tired... Off the chart tired...

I want to give up.. Maybe I should just give up... Giving up sounds just so tempting..

I've had enough..

God, give me strength...

Silence

2010-11-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

Pain.. Hurt.. and Abandonment is what is felt...

A friendship once filled with joy now is but a "hello" only... Laughter and shrieks that used to fill the void of conversations now filled with silence...

Oh the agony...

Yet there is want of hope that all this is a just dream.. an imagination..

Please Lord, let it not be true...

A little indulgence...

2010-11-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

:) Heya all...

Here's a little indulgent post from me.. Have been watching Criminal Minds on Fox Channel the past few weeks and over that period of time have started getting hooked to the show.. (i know.. Its one of my guilty pleasures.. hehe) AND.... I think one of the actors in it is "gorjus".. huhu...

I told my colleague about the "gorjus" actor and the both of us today went searching him up in google.. *grin*.. But even so, I like the show more.. Its really interesting how the police profilers solve the problem based on behavioural action.. Quite engaging..

Anyway, here's a (*ahem!!*) nice photo of the actor.. Shemar Moore *wink*

Vero, this picture is dedicated to you :)

Okay... I guess that's enough indulgence for now..

Bye y'all!!

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all Criminal Minds fans out there.. Take care!

Breath of God

2010-11-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, at my age you might think that you're wiser in years... (ahem!)

But then God brings me back down to earth through younger people whom share their random thoughts of the world and God... And many times, these youth show such wisdom beyond their years... Here's and example:

QUOTE:

''When God wants to turn a situation from despair to delight, all He has to do isBREATHE into it. The aspirate (the letter ''h'' ) is inserted in Abram's and Sarai's names, thus indicating that the breath of God was at work. (unquote: He gave them a son when they were ancient.) quote again: He does the same with the word ''impossible''. He breathes into it and it becomes ''Him-possible''.''

- excerpt from Cover to Cover. Day 13.

I read that today and it really made me realise the depth of this little extracted note. All things are possible for God. All things. All. He only has to breathe and things will go His way. When I breathe, nothing much happens (except gaseous exchanges and the replenishing of cellular energy).

But when He breathes, mountains tremble (I SAID MOUNTAINS TREMBLE!), oceans roar, the sick are healed, the wicked are removed, hope is restored. All things are possible for God.That is such a crazy, crazy, out-of-this-world, mind-boggling, heart-soaring statement but thankfully, it is also the truth.

It's too good AND it's true! So let's have a little more faith, people!

The writer of this blog is not only young...But very very WISE... It really brings home the verse from Timothy:

"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for believer in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity." -1 Timothy 4:12-

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all the young people out there.. Be a great influence to those around you.. :) Take care

Bakun Dam

2010-10-19T17:24:00.000+08:00

Love this POST. Love the author.

Please READ.. my EXACT sentiments..

Ciao.

p.s. For those who believe in the truth. Cheers.

10.10.10

2010-10-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

I knew many people would make a big deal about this date because it was the "triple 10". Many we talking about getting married on this auspicious day and random posts on facebook showed that people really do take note of this day.

I personally didn't think much about it and didn't really want to associate with it at all. Then the news came. My long time friend from UNIMAS days was proposed to by her boyfriend!! So I guess this day became special to me too!! :)

Anyway, a video of the whole proposal was uploaded to YouTube and when I watched it, it brought me a little tears and suddenly had the urge to write her something. And so I did; here it is: -

For Grace:

Oh! What a joyous day it is,
To see my friend Grace in bliss
One thing for sure I know is this
Dear Grace you've got your wish

At the dining table her hand lay
10.10.10 seemed like a normal day
Till the restaurant pressed the button "PLAY"
Her eyes blossomed like it was the month of May

The pictures popped up one by one
It reminded her of all the fun
Then came these group of young guns
With bright smiles that outshine the sun

Balloons and cheers filled the air
The MAN walked in without a fear
For he knew that this WOMAN he dearly cared
Would forever now be his pair

With a bouquet of flowers he gave her a kiss
And took out a box and planted his knee
The face of the girl was full of glee
Then came out the words "Marry me, Please?"

The rest of the story is as they say
I won't have it any other way
For Grace and Ah Fai made this their day
On 10.10.10! Hip hip! Hooray!!

Congratulations Grace!!

♥ Sarah

I guess that's all from me for now. Congratulations again Grace :) So happy for you!!

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all who have been engaged before or just did :) Cheers!!

Papa...

2010-10-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today,

one of my dear friend posted on her Facebook page:

"my dad sang me a lullaby thru skype.. huhu =( "

*Sigh *

I wish my dad was still around to do that.. :(

I miss you daddy..

Ciao.

p.s: Here's to all who has lost their fathers. A hug from me to you. For those who still have their fathers. CHERISH every moment.

Extraction 3

2010-10-04T08:03:00.003+08:00

Hello people!!

Its a new day, a new week at work (hmph!!) , but most importantly, a new post to write!! (yay!)

Okay, fine. Not exactly. Its another one of my extractions from my other blog. This time the post is a light one just to show how naturally clumsy I am :)

Here it is:-

Mah Poor Leg… (March 16, 2007)

Heya people..

Two weeks ago, I actually fell down a flight of stairs near my hostel (yes I know.. clumsy me).. And me being me, I ignored the fall and went on with life..

Now two weeks after the fall and with many jogging outings and tennis sessions, my leg decides to give me a lesson. It went numb! Mah poor leg!! (Fine.. it’s actually just my small toe on the right leg.. hee).

Anyway, since these few days I am in Penang, I thought I had better get some help or proper treatment. So my friend’s mother brought me to the place where they have some herbal paste for injuries. I gave it a try but I don’t know how effective the medicine is… Can only update you the progress in a few days time.

*Sigh*

Here’s how it looks

Funny huh? It looks like a "pau".. Don’t be alarmed, the brownish colour is not blood.. It’s just the herbal paste.. Honestly, this is the first time my leg (sorry, i meant feet) has been bandaged up like that.. This in itself is an experience for me.. hehe..

Okaylah, I guess I had better make a move.

That’s all from me today.. Will be waiting for tomorrow morning to unwrap the bandage (Yay!!)

Take care,

Chao.

p/s: Here’s to all who has been injured, are injured and will be injured… greetings

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*Sigh*

Those were the days I could actually play tennis and get injured from it.. But nowadays, my "trying to be fit" activities consists of swimming and dancing lessons.. A far cry from my tennis days...

Well, I don't mind it though. Learning dance has opened up a whole new world for me. Its simply amazing. You should try it too..

As for the update, my lil' toe is doing absolutely fine.. And yes, I can feel it too. :)

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all who are trying new things in life.. Make it worthwile :)

Creative..

2010-10-03T01:16:00.003+08:00

Recently,

two of my youth members had to complete a poem for their English class. The teacher got the whole class to think of a word and write it down. One of them chose "DANCE", the other "AWESOME".. Outcome? Two very different poems that showed the creativity within them.

For this time around, I'm going to share the poem by the first girl. When I read through it, it exactly described my feelings about dance. (Recently I started taking classes and I'm really enjoying myself)

Alright, enough said, here is the poem:

DANCE ~ by Pan Eu Fern

One and two and three and four,

What is it like on the dance floor?

Something quite different, unlike anything before,

A whole new dimension to indulge and explore.

Dance is a passion, fueled by determination,

It’s more than just physical action.

It stirs up the strongest of any emotion,

An art so special, no words can mention.

A step, a pointe, a twirl to the right,

Movements precise, body firm and tight.

Of course, it can’t all be learned in one night,

It takes time, and all of one’s might.

A dancer’s balance and rhythm must be steady,

Her posture upright, she cannot appear lazy.

You see, dancing ain’t all happy and smiley,

It takes a lot of hard work, it’s not easy.

Discipline must come from within a dancer,

To master her steps, to do better.

That, with guidance from a gifted instructor,

Even the most intricate dance she can master.

But who am I to say all this,

For I am but a mere novice.

But I’ll show that I’m no immature miss,

I can, and will, succeed in this.

For I have found immense joy within my core,

As if on fire, I crave for more.

I will keep dancing, even with knees sore,

To satiate my desire for dancing lore.

Beautiful isn't it?? Such creativity at a young age.

Eu Fern, you inspire me.

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all the aspiring dancers out there. Cheers.

Run for the Nation (Sarawak Edition)

2010-10-02T14:45:00.003+08:00

Heya..

Its a new day and lovely one at that.. :)

After a late start to the day, (woke up early, did some work then decided to sleep again, and woke up only at 12pm.. hehe) I'm back to my laptop writing this new post.

My post today is focused on a special event happening in exactly one weeks time. (so excited!!) :-

Run For Sarawak

This event is actually a National run that started in 2007 where Christians in Malaysia had a burden to pray for the country and paired it up with running to make it a special event. I joined the RunNat family last year (2009) as the Sarawak contact as they decided to make the run nationwide. It was SUCH an experience and now, I'm already helping out in 3 runs altogether, this upcoming run being the 3rd.

Basically, this is what RunNat is all about:-

RunNat… RunNat… RunNat… Not only had the sportsmen been talking about it since the first RunNat event in 2007, even God’s people are excited about it because Run For The Nation is the first-of-its-kind prayer event that combines the passion for running and the desire to intercede for our beloved nation. It’s the one thing that everyone can do together as family of God despite our age differences, background divergence and various personalities. In prayer, we are one in Christ. And through prayer, we can make a difference.

Run For The Nation (friendly known as RunNat) is a single morning running event that sees Christians praying as they run throughout selected areas in the city or town where the event is held. The Runners are grouped into teams of three and each Team is required to cover a 5km run of a preselected route passing by homes, schools, commercial areas, government buildings, religious sites and other places of interest. As the Team runs, one will lead in prayer while the other two will agree. With the aim to cover most grounds, the Run adopts the relay style by using Prayer Cards in replacement of batons.

In short, RunNat is about gathering God’s people to pray and intercede together for Malaysia by physically running across the areas which we pray for to bless the place with God’s blessing and anointing. We believe that this simple act of prayer will make a difference because our God is One who answers prayer.

Exciting stuff isn't it? :)

Well, next week's run is a special edition run for this year (The full scale run throughout Malaysia was done in May in conjuction with Global Day of Prayer). The run focuses on Sarawak. A team from West Malaysia is coming down to Kuching (WOOT!! WOOT!!) to join hands with the Kuching runners to pray for Sarawak and the current issues regarding this state.

I'm so honoured to be part of this event and I hope that you all will be too!!

For those who would like to take part, you can ask me more about this event through the comment box or come join the prayer group that will be held in conjunction with the run.

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all the RunNat family out there. Y0u all INSPIRE me..

Extraction 2

2010-10-01T16:32:00.005+08:00

I like how the title is sounding like a sequel to a movie.. But it's far from that.. :)

This is another post where I take a post that I really like from my other blog in an effort to combine both blogs for my readers to read:-

This particular post I like it because it was true to my heart at that time when I was writing it. And when one of my youth member came across it the other day she said it is exactly how she feels right now. It struck me how words written 3 years ago even though forgotten, can still impact others. And its mainly because of this I'm picking up blogging again. To make a difference...

Okay, I know that sounded a little ambitious and far fetched but hey, if I can help change one person or one person's thinking, I have change a part of the world.. :)

Anyway, moving along, here is the post:-

Single all this while? (March 15, 2007)

As of this year, I will be turning 23 officially.. Not NOW but one day down the road this year

And as most people my age would understand, it is at about this time when the evermore famous question will start to come out…

“So ah, any boyfriend yet?”

*Sigh*

Is that all that can come across the mind of generally almost everyone when I mention that I’m 22 going on 23? Is it? Where is the hope of mankind? (okay… that sounded a little bit toooo drastic.. hehe)

And then to make matters worse, the question doesn’t just end there. It continues with a string of other “investigative” questions…

“So.. ah, any boyfriend yet? Who arh? When together? Settling down? Tell me everything ah!”

Right.

Why so pumped up about this question? Well, the other night ( I won’t mention when) I had a conversation with some people ( I won’t mention who) and they asked me theexact same question.. Of course not same words but the meaning is the same mah…

So I answered them…

“I don’t have a boyfriend and I NEVER did have one.”

They all (and there were quite a few of them) couldn’t believe the words that were coming out of my mouth..

Yes people… I am single.. And I have always been single.. From the day I was born until now. (Sheish.. I sound like a desperate advertisement). What is sooooo hard to believe about that? Many people go through the same situation that I do.. Some of the people I talk to still believe that I am pulling their legs..

Well, here is what I feel about singlehood at the moment…

First, I’m not tied down with commitment which means that I’m able to move around quite flexibly without worrying about slowing people down or people slowing me down.Next, I’m still young and by being single a little longer, I’m able to make more friends and thus able myself to widen my “choices”.. Hehe

Thirdly, with my situation back home in Kuching, being single now is the best thing because I can put my full attention towards helping my mom look after my dad. Lastly, this is the time where I can also focus on myself and get to know who I am and what I can be. To discover my potential on my own (of course have aid from above lar…).

I’m not saying that it is bad to be in a relationship. If you are in a relationship, good for you.. I’m also happy for you.. Is just that, I don’t understand why is it sooo difficult for people to believe that I have never had a boyfriend.. Its not that I don’t want… I do.. but just not now.

Okay, enough said.

Ciao.

p.s. Here’s to all single people (whether by choice or not), enjoy it while you can. Here’s also to those who are in a relationship, cherish every moment that you have. Take care.

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Well, now at the age of XX, I'm still single but my stance has changed. I do feel that I'm ready for a relationship but I know that will come when God thinks its the right time. Till then, I'll just wait patiently :)

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to those who are waiting for the ONE. Be patient. The Good Lord will provide. Take care.

Cute..

2010-09-28T11:03:00.004+08:00

When life throws you lemon, you make lemonade.. :)

When I throw students Biology. They give me a birthday wish... ;)

I have this student..

He's one of the creative few in the class and can throw really random comments that will catch you off guard. Yesterday was my birthday. And recently I taught them about Digestive system and the organs that are involved in the process.. He basically used his KNOWLEDGE :)

Here's the wish:

"Happy Birthday Miss Sarah :) God has blessed you with 3 perfect pairs of salivary glands. Use it to proclaim His word"

HAHAHAHA... I mean, how cute can Biology get?!! Apparently, very very cute.. So funny yet appropriate at the same time.. Totally brightened up my day..

Who said getting older wasn't fun.. :)

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to all celebrating their Birthdays.. Have fun

Extraction... :)

2010-09-26T00:10:00.003+08:00

Yes.. yes.. I know my title sounds like something that came out from the Chemistry text book... But before you close the window on this, my title really says what I mean.. (come on.. give it a read..)

Well, as my last post said, I'm giving blogging another try, I thought, I should merge the information of my other blog here. As my computer skills is pretty much zilch (zero), I'll just extract the information in a copy and paste manner..

I won't be putting all of the posts here, but only bring your attention to certain ones that I think is important enough to be featured ;)

To have a first hand view of it, go ahead and CLICK.

That's it from me for now, enjoy the reading below :)

Here's one of the first that I wrote when in UUM,

Date: March 11, 2oo7

Title: Joy...

Sing along to this song if you know it…

The Joy of the Lord is my strength

If you want joy you must ________ for it

The joy of the Lord is my Strength

This song has been in my music archive ever since I was able to sing.. But although a childhood memory, it has never been so real to me as it is to me now..

The blank line that I placed in the song is usually changed according to the actions.. The usual words that fill it are: -

i) shout

ii) laugh

iii) clap

iv) jump

Many more words can be used to fill it..

Why out of the blue this song? I don’t know.. Seriously..

What word would I use to fill in the blank? PRAY

Prayer has always been my weakness in my spiritual life.. I admit it now. Openly to all of you.. I’ve at times slack so much in my prayer life that it makes me feel ashamed of myself.. I hold so much responsibilities in church, youth, school, at home and everywhere else but when it comes to the simple responsibility of praying, I fail.. All this while, I’ve been living such a lie.. Most of the time I pray for the sake of praying but without much participation in the prayer, making them just mere, useless words only.

My current 10 month detour to Kedah has taught me such importance of prayer.. Without prayer we are useless because the basic interaction between us and our Heavenly Father is stagnant.. When studying psychology and sociology we all know that interaction and conversation is the basic necessity in every relationship. There is no difference when it comes to our relationship with God. He wants us to worship and commune with Him..

Boy, have I been ignorant about this all this while..

Looking back on the sermon given by Un. Thomas Chung a few days ago in Alor Setar really struck home as well.. He kept pounding on the verse Romans 8:26.

Romans 8:26

“In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express,"

My dear friends,

How true the word of God is.. There are nights here in Kedah that I do feel down and probably as bad as depressed. When hopelessness comes upon me, I would crawl onto my bed and curl up and just cry out Jesus’s name. Tears and sounds come out but not a word.. Yet, I feel comforted.. I feel God’s presence.. I feel God holding me and cuddling me.. I feel PEACE..

In such agony, the Holy Spirit prays for us. When we just do not know what to say, he says it for us.. He prays for us..

Dearest everyone,

I feel a burden to share this with everyone. Let prayer become a habit in our life. Someone once mentioned:

“Martin Luther prays for three hours.. I will never pray longer than half an hour but I will never go for more than half an hour without prayer.”

Wonderful words that we should keep at heart.

Take care all,

God Bless,

Ciao.

p/s: Here’s to all who needs a little encouragement; God Bless. May the Joy of the Lord be our Strength.

Yes? No? Why, of course!!

2010-09-23T23:12:00.005+08:00

Hey all...

I'm going to give blogging a try again..

Dipping my toes into unknown territory again.. Have updated the layout of my blog.. More will be coming soon!! Can't wait for the outcome!

Love,

Sarah.

Ciao.

p.s. Here's to second chances..

Sweeter by the day...

2006-04-21T23:17:00.001+08:00

The end is near... It gets 'sweeter by the day'

Today is the 21st of April and I have officially rid myself of two exam papers. One more to go... *sigh*...

today's paper was....how do I put it.... WEIRD... Not so much the question but how I felt about it. Its been a long time since I really answered proper essay questions ( my lecturers are generally lazy to mark essay questions with exception of one or two)... and today, I received 4 LONG essay questions.

Total marks were 100 and question four was worth 50 marks! Can you imagine the horror that went through my head as I read the total marks? I couldn't believe me eyes.... Thinking back to the notes of my lectures, there really wasn't much to study... And there it was before my eyes. an essay question that blows my mind beyond recognition....

I went through the questions one by one... And one by one my mind came up blank.. I thought I was in for DOOMSDAY.... (is that how it's spelled?) Then the lecturer mentioned one thing that kept my hand writing till I couldn't anymore...

"JUST write..."

So, 'just write' I did (as al did many of my friends).... Until now, I do not know what I have written nor remember it... All I can remember was that my hand was flying all over the pages filling it with words.. I hope that i amidst all those gibberish I would have hit a point or two... And this is where I ask for God's intervention... :P

Whatever it is, I have done as best as I could. I shall now focus on my Final year project report which is to be handed up on the 26th and my last paper on the 25th... I hope I can manage...

I guess this enough updates for now.

Take care, and God Bless.

Ciao.

p.s. To other students; past, present and future, here's to those papers where we always feel confused about. Without them, life would be boring.. Haha :)

Pressure....

2006-04-17T10:32:00.000+08:00

Just finished a long weekend... Easter weekend...

Anyway, today it is official... My exams are starting in a few hours time... And yet, I'm still sitting here typing on my blog... (This is sad)

Well... I still can't get over the fact that I will be finishing my degree course in 3 weeks time... But still there is a chance that I might fail a subject and have to repeat.... that would be my worse case scenario... Aaahhh!!!!! God please help me....

I really have nothing to write actually... I guess it is just nerves..... Have to calm them down....

Alrights, I guess that is all for now.. Take care and God Bless

Ciao.

p/s: A shout out to all Malaysian University Students who sitting for their exams this two weeks... all the best to you guys.

Easter

2006-04-13T19:36:00.000+08:00

As I was walking down life's highway many years ago, I came upon a sign that read Heaven's Grocery Store.
When I got a little closer the door swung open wide
And when I came to myself, I was standing inside.
I saw a host of angels.
They were standing everywhere.
One handed me a basket and said "My child, shop with care."
Everything a human needed was in that grocery store.
And what you could not carry, you could come back for more.

First I got some Patience.
Love was in that same row.
Further down was Understanding.
You need that everywhere you go.
I got a box or two of Wisdom, and Faith a bag or two.
And Charity of course.
I would need some of that too.
I couldn't miss the Holy Ghost, It was all over the place.
And then some Strength and Courage to help me run this race.

My basket was getting full but I remembered I needed Grace,
And then I chose Salvation for Salvation was free.
I tried to get enough of that to do for you and me.
Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill.
For I thought I had everything to do the Master's will.

As I went up the aisle, I saw Prayer and put that in,
For I know when I stepped outside I would run into sin.
Peace and Joy were plentiful, the last things on the shelf.
Song and Praise were hanging near so I just helped myself.

Then I said to the angel "Now how much do I owe?"
He smiled and said "Just take them everywhere you go."
Again I asked "Really now, How much do I owe?"
"My child," he said,

"God paid your bill a long, long time ago."

-ANONYMOUS-

Isn't God great?

p/s: Happy Easter everyone.

A taste of adulthood...

2006-04-12T21:07:00.000+08:00

Monday... the day I dreaded....

But I did fine actually.. :) Managed to hand in my C.V to my faculty and also my final year project draft to my lecturer.. So I'm fine...

Then my friends told me there was going to be an interview session by Nestle (yes Milo, Maggi, Nestum, Nespray, Nestea, NesVita, etc....) for Managerial training program. They were all going to give it a try for fun. So there I was, begged by my friends to join in the group. I mean, I did get my C.V done so why not right?

Thoughts ran through my head.. My very first interview!!!! Not expecting anything, but a little experience that would really be a great exposure to my future job applications.

I went to the interview room, was asked to fill in a LOOOONNNNGGGG form only then was I sitted down. I was third in row after my fellow coursemates. There was three booths altogether so the three of us went first. After the interview, I discussed with my coursemates what was asked and the three of us had different reactions.

My other two coursemates said that their interviewers were the ones talking while they listened.. Guess what.. I was interviewed by the Chairman!!!! (Human Resource Director!!!) Aaaarrrghh!!! I personally had a scary time.. My interviewer had such a big presence that I actually felt very small sitting across him. (And I'm a relatively Big person)

He asked me on my credits and on my claims that I've held several posts in clubs. He also asked on what my expectations were if I were to work in Nestle. Other then that he gave me a CBI session (Competency something something). Was too intimidated to really hear anything.. And finally he ended the interview by giving me a little advice on interviews and what to expect from other future interviews ( I told him this was my first interview).

All in all it was an experience to remember and to gain from. I lost nothing but I had a brush with adulthood. I learned that I may be 21 but I am very far from being prepared. If this is just a little taste of what I'm going to get in the future, I better start getting ready....

I guess that is it for now, take care all.

Ciao.

p/s: Too all those who are stepping into the real world and going through the interview phase, All the best to you.

One down...

2006-04-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

Remember in my last post where I mentioned a list of things that were trials to me?? Well.... One has been erased... therefore the title :)

I handed in my assignment this week and all I have to do now is just concentrate on my Final Year Project and my exams... But who am I kidding??!!! Just? I have to hand in m first draft in 2 days time. What have I done? Hmm.... ( Had better not reveal just in case...)

What's even worse is that my faculty had to add to my already impending list.. (is that the right way to put it?) Yesterday, my faculty called me up to tell me to hand in my CV or short for Curriculum Vitae to them by Monday. For what reason you ask? Well, that is for you and me to find out because I do not know myself.... Time will tell...

Moving along, today I made my passport photo and it turned out much, much better then my IC did. I had a great laughing session with Su Yin today. We both compared how we look in our photos over the years. I'm still laughing just at the thought of it... :)

I guess I have nothing else to say for now... My head is just to dizzy thinking about what to write for my report.... Monday Dateline... aaahhhh!!!!! (Brings full meaning to the song Manic Monday).

Okies, that's all for now. Take care all.

Ciao.

p/s: Brian (brother), this post is dedicated to you. Happy 17th Birthday (a little late la but nevermind..)

The countdown

2006-03-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

The countdown for me has started. Countdown to the finish line. The end of my last lap. The little light of hope down the tunnel becoming Bigger, wider, brighter......

And from where I am, to the end, trials will come my way. Trials in the form of:

1) Final Year Project Thesis
2) Final Year Project Presentation
3) Analisis of data for project
4) An assignment worth 20% (so much!!!)
5) Three gruesome days of exams

Sounds familiar anyone? =) Yeah, its coming to the end of my degree and i just need to tie up loose ends here and there before I can call myself a graduate. I know, for those who has gone through it, you guys may be laughing at me but for me at this moment, finishing my degree is a BIG thing.

I officially finish on the 5th of May where I have to hand in my final draft of my thesis. Unofficially i do not know how long my lecturers will keeping us. I hope not too long.. I can't believe that after 18 years of studying including 3 years of kindy I finally receive one certificate that says that I have received a degree. Phew!!! Sure took me a looonnnggg time :)

That's if my thesis is approved. Should I fail any subject or ruin my thesis, I would have to extend my studies. Lord, HELP ME.

Before I end, just want to show you a little picture of a bearded pig in BAKO National Park. Went for a little class trip a few weeks ago. Byes for now.

Ciao.

p/s To all final year students wherever you are, take care.

A bump to begin with

2006-01-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

Many of you have been wondering where I've been. Sorry for my absence. Since I started my final year in uni, life has been as hectic as can be. (I can't imagine when I work next time)...

Currently my final year project is taking up lots of time and when I finally touch down at home, I'm too exausted to even on the laptop and start typing.. With my final tear coming to a closure (in a few months), the work load has gone up a notch. Baggy panda eyes show clearly... *Sigh*

But I will try my best to update the blog as much as possible. No promises though. Personal thanks to all that have linked me and waited patiently for posts to come out. *sheepish smile*. To the expert bloggers, can you please leave notes for me on: -

i) how to add in chatterbox
ii) how to link friends blogs to mine.

That's it from me for now. Have a lunch date with my coursemates and then off to class. Another day in UNIMAS.... tata

Introduction

2005-10-28T08:10:00.000+08:00

Yeah I know my titles do sound as if I'm writing a book but hey... My life is a story right? So a storybook I shall write. :)

But before I do go on to any ramblings, I would like to address one issue first. The issue of concern for me right now is "snatch thief-ing". Just last Sunday, a dear, dear friend of mine was victim to such unscrupulous crime. Can you imagine the fear that would run through her for many years to come? I can't believe some people can be so brainless. People have lives too. What if someone did the same thing to your girlfriend or wife? Would you think that is right? I seriously doubt it.

Anyway, I thank God for interfering with the matter and my friend escaped with minor bruises and her handbag (the thieves only managed to snatch her strap). Her fiance who happened to be visiting during this weekend I heard was also a hero. Cheers to you, mate! All in all, this incident has given me mixed feelings. Glad that everyone is alright but dissapointed that the town I call home is such a dangerous place.

Still saddened by this, I think I will continue my introduction another time. Take care all.

p/s: Here's to all my friends from UNIMAS. Enjoy the stidy weeks. One week is almost up! ONe more to go. And also a Happy Raya and Deepavali to those celebrating. God Bless.

The beginning of a new chapter..

2005-10-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

Welcome one, Welcome all!!

This is my very first post in my blogger.com blog. I'm exicited for what this blog will turn out to be.

First things first.. You guys might wonder why the blog title?? Well, I'm half Lun Bawang (a community in the deep regions of Borneo) and half Chinese (thus the Chinatown..). Just for general knowledge, the Lun Bawangs are indigenous people from the Land of the Hornbills otherwise known as Sarawak. Sarawak is situated in the island of Borneo which on the other hand has a very well known reputation for head hunters. But all that is in the past :) Sarawak now is such a lovely place which has a touch of both worlds where development meets environment.

So just for an introduction, this post is for all bloggers out there.

Ciao.

p/s: I have another blog which I used for understanding how blogging works.